Tomorrow
I’m excited, anxious, eager, happy, pensive, sentimental, and about 50 other emotions I don’t feel like trying to name. I’m all packed up, everything is prepared, and I’ve been thinking more about my intention for what I want to get out of this trip. I want to reflect, write, explore, and honestly, try to reconcile the entire other life I lived in my 20’s with my life now, to somehow codify the sharp contrast and perspective shift so that I don’t feel like it was a complete waste. I’m creating meaning for my life.